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The hardest thing to do in this world is to convince my parents about something that I want. I know that they are considering about every risks that I probably have to take when I decide about something that I want. But.... pleas.... I've looked around and I already searched the internet about the possibility which they are talking about.. The things that they are saying is not true... It's not true... Oh my God... They don't want to hear me.. Most of the parents are same... Their rules are:

1. Parents never make mistakes...
2. If parents make mistakes look over the first rule...

Oh my God... This thing is driving me crazy...

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My B'day!

Today..is a very special day for me... coz this is my BIRTHDAY!!!!

Yeay!!

I got a surprise yesterday at the school camp...

OMG...

I'm really happy... I never thought that I will get a surprise... Since I was born,this is the best birthday ever... I got surprise from all of my friends, i got my first job... and a lot more things...

So,for this unlimited happiness I hv.. I want to thank:

1. My dad... for being the best dad ever..
2. My mom... who made me exist in this world and give me all the best that I can get..
3. My grandma... for teaching me the way of life..
4. My brothers, Didi and Stanley..for making my life colorful with all of their sillinest...
   
5. All of my family.. who gives me support whenever I needed.. I luv u,guys...
6. Mr Angga..for becoming the best 'daddy' at CK..
   
7. Mr Calvin Ericson Ang..for planing my b'day surprise..
8. Ms Diana Emmanuel Juliani Hartono..for giving me my first job on my b'day..
9. Ms Lidia, Mr Azwarsyah, Mr Alfan (the silliest man in CK), and all the teachers at CK which I can't mention one by one..for teaching me all the knowledge that I need for my future..
   
10. My bestie, Villin and Shereen ... for becoming my bestie all this years,giving me support whenever I need them and giving me a beautiful surprise in this special b'day
11. A2 Social..for making me wet on my b'day.. THANK YOU, GUYS!!
12. A2 Science.. for saying happy b'day to me... I hope you guys can get along with A2 Social..
13. Ivandy, Hendrik and Daniel.. who prepared cakes for my b'day surprise... You guys are so sweet!!
14. All of the Primary teacher, Caterina, Angeline, Julianto, Robin, Karin, Darwin, Vivian (SMP), Michael, Cath Su, Cath Salim, Jenny R.. for making my b'day surprise colorful with all of your laughter..
15. Last but not least... all of the people who has given me wonderful gifts which I can't mention one by one...

THANK YOU, EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love y'all....
^o^v

My B'day!

Arrrgghh!!!!!!!!!

It's almost exam!!!!! It feels so stressing!!!!!! I want to scream out loud!!!! Arrggghhhh!!!!!

Anyway, I've choose my major. I want to take social as my major!!!!!!

For those people who are disappointed because I pick social as my major (Aunt Melina n' everyone else) I want to say:

SORRY!!!

It's my own decision and I'm 100% sure about it...

So...yeah...

Anyway, I also want 2 say to Villin,"Villin!! I'm preparing a big surprise for you...So,be ready!!!"

Dun know what to say anymore...

Bye~

BIG Decision...

I've juz make a big decision today...
I'm going to take social major instead of science!~
I've think about it clearly in last few days...
At last, I decided to take social class...
That means I will not be in the same class with Villin and Shereen anymore....
Hikz....

But, Joenna and the others who choose social class seems to welcome me (except Julianto) to the social class...
That makes me happy~

By the way...
I'm at school right now....
Going home now...
Bye....~

^^

T_T

Watching sad dramas always makes me feel sad.......
Right now, I'm feeling like I want to write this blog....
But....I dun know what to write....

My mind, my heart, everything feels so empty.....
I want to smile but I can't.....
I want to cry.... but I can't......

All the times....I'm trying to make myself as busy as possible.....
I'm trying to make myself as tired as possible to forget something.....
But.....I dun know why it's juz so hard.....

I'm praying.....
God.....
Please make me forget......

Busy...

Busy as a bee....
Maybe that's the way to describe my situation right now...
I'm doing Indonesian project movie....
I hope I can finish it quickly so I can do another things....

Though I'm busy....
I feel happy everyday....
I don't feel tired or exhausted...
I juz seems to enjoy everything I do....

It's raining right now....
What a nice weather....